Boy ? Girl ? Who knows ! LOL

At my last appointment my ob seemed to think it was a girl . LOL So, we basicly don't know .What we do know at this point is I have a bilobed placenta & complete placenta previa . He is checking the placenta on May 7th & hopefully we will know the gender then. We have been thinking of names. We are thinking of Noah Kai for a boy & Skylin Jade for a girl . Noah is biblical and reminds me of Addyson's rainbow. Kai means rejoice. Skylin once again is connected to the rainbow sky thing . Jade I just have always liked. They are not set in stone but, it's a start . I have been reading alot of blogs of other mother's who have lost their kids . It's heart breaking there are so many of us. I have been reflecting on my faith & how my loss effects it . Something about pregnancy brings back so many memories of my angel. Even things I thought I had forgotten. I use to be afraid i'd forget somethings with time. It's the opposite the feeling of her arms, her smell and her memories are crystal clear. I don't believe this life is all there is. I believe my daughter lives on & one day we will be together again . The waiting is hard . My faith that one day she'll be with me again gets me through. Mommy loves you buggy !!

My current life updates !

It's a boy ! They say & looks like one to me too ! I don't have a boy name at all go figure. I keep joking we are going to name him Bob. I'm open to any name suggestions hint hint. ;) Other news of the week is pregnant people's balance sucks ! I fell & broke my elbow. I'm pretty sure i've hurt my hand & wrist to boot. They didn't xray anything but, my elbow though. So, 3 weeks in a sling for me. My current good news is we are now getting my baby sis aka Tater some weekends. Yesterday, we roasted hot dogs & made smores at my dad's. We have been doing big family things at my dad's & having alot of fun. We even did a egg hunt ! Of course no day at pawpaw's farm is complete without feeding the deer!